Before Birth Delivery
43 hrs after water breaks .. No signs of delivery after 12 hours in labor room .. After trials of induces and epidural .. & enduring contractions 😂 Doc ckp kat suami, ”husband, I'm sorry, we have no choice but to proceed with czer” Husband senyap, did not respond, shocked. While me? I'm so frustrated, sad, but I'm too tired to cry. (One more, because I took epidural, so I feel so kecewa sbb epidural procedure sgt sakit, and it has long term effect on my back pain) Doc ckp lagi, “husband? Do u hear me? We have to push her to OT room now, but you have to wait outside while we preparing her for operation. " Husband just nodded. And wait outside. Outside, only God knows 😂🥲 For me, it's not a smooth sailing birth journey. If people ask, when are you going to have one more kid ? I just smiled. For now, I'm totally happy with one kid. The trauma, hm nope thank you. What future holds of me, I’ll just accept it.